This is a particularly challenging post to write.  I’ve been debating if I should even write it at all.  I’ve stopped and started writing this countless times.  In the journal where I write for this space, there’s starter sentences, and entire passages completely scratched out – yet here I am.  Pencil to page, while literally I lay in bed at the blue hour of day. I’ve been absent from Just Kay Renee for quite some time since my last post, which focused primarily on the importance of processing my feelings.  So much has happened since that post and I’ve been working towards processing it all. Let’s see… In the last…